I’m sure all of us are elated about the Gold with Honours. In fact, I feel rather apologetic for not posting about it sooner (SYF drained my energy and I had to sleep a lot). Well, one of the reason why I regret not blogging about it sooner is because this post will now be tainted with bad news. It wouldn’t be as memorable as it would have been.
This is the first time CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls’ School Symphonic Band attained a Gold With Honours. It is natural for all of us to be extremely delighted with our results since many of us slogged for it. Sometimes, our happiness may overwhelm us and we may end up behaving irrationally. Thus, people may see certain harmless actions that we do in a bad light. Us cheering when our results was announced may be deemed as selfish, possibly because everyone else had to wait for us to quieten down before they could continue. In such cases, it’s unavoidable and truly unintentional. All of us know that but other people may deem it as us being self-centered. Being harsh when handling criticism is understandable. Just try to control your emotions even though it hurts terribly to be accused. There is no need for us to defend ourselves if we know we did not do any wrong.
However, cheering when AMKSS did not achieve a Gold With Honours is really lowly. I know majority of us were dumbstruck and uncertain about it. The very fact that many of us wanted to confirm the results once more in case of any misreading shows a lot about how we felt. Still, our image is tarnished by some others who were truly pleased that AMKSS did not get a Gold With Honours. What’s the point of getting better results than them when we actually know they deserve it more? No matter what, in the end it’s still the music that counts. Casting AMKSS aside, do you think it’s very upright to be smug about your results? Where’s your humility? Getting a Gold with Honours does not give you any right to be arrogant. It is downright disgusting if you were to go around flaunting to other bands who did not perform as well as we did. It is exceptionally immature and shallow of you to think of SYF as purely awards or central judging. If you do think it this way, you shouldn’t have taken part in the first place.
SYF is not about competing with one another. It’s about accessing your music as a band. If it was a competition, why aren’t there 1st, 2nd and 3rd positions? The important part of SYF is not the end results but the process of it. Did you learn anything? If you tarnished our band image, I doubt you learned at all.
In the very end, I’m certain that Ms Sia would be more proud of us if we were humble band members. We marred her image as a conductor, as an educationist. I doubt she’s glad about the results TK and us achieved now. Those who are guilty really ruined the celebratory mood of many seniors and Ms Sia.
I hope you will reflect on it. For now, I expect all of you to stay away from Bandfusion. We do not want any more troubles from you guys. Even if untruthful things were said about us, just let it be. Just feign ignorance. There isn’t a need for us to defend ourselves or to apologize anymore. Apologies can’t salvage the band’s image. Just let it be. It will die down sooner or later.
In addition, please remember, complacency is not an option. Now isn’t the time for you to be complacent. Jubilate is up next and people will pay more attention to the Band. Seeing the fact that many schools doubt us, we need to strive and ensure that we perform like how we did on 31st march 2009. Don’t let the seniors down, don’t let ms sia down, don’t let the band down and most importantly, don’t let yourself down.
To those who weren’t even willing to stay back and do the band cheer, it really reflects very badly on you. Wanting to rush back for the mere 15 minutes of lesson and being unwilling to do the band cheer just shows how limited your band spirit is. No matter what reasons you have, we just had our SYF and furthermore we did well, so wanting to celebrate is what band members with actual spirit and passion will do. Rushing back to class and forgetting about it just shows how little band means to you. This SYF is rather meaningless to many seniors because the spirit wasn’t there. Not even a single full band cheer was done on the last practice. Why? People left. Only some remained.
To those in SNSB who are still doubting our Gold With Honours, you have to start believing if not it’ll be too late. Our Gold With Honours wasn’t all based on luck. It was so much more than that and I’m sure you’ll agree if you try to remember the way we played our pieces. We need you to start believing before all of us can prove to the rest that we are worthy of the Gold With Honours.
We need to uphold the remnants of our glory.
xoxo,
Li Wen.
P.S. WE CAN DO IT!

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